Beauty marks sounds so much better than moles....don't you agree?
I have A LOT. Big ones...small ones. I've got very fair skin...blonde hair (I think...) and blue eyes.
And these beauty marks are a constant reminder that the sun and I shouldn't be friends.
I went to the dermatologist on Friday to get my beauty marks checked as I've done in years past...I've gotten a few removed and all came out good in the testing of melanoma.
I scheduled this appointment because I was actually concerned about one on my leg and who am I kidding? I should be going yearly...The doctor removed that one as well as one on my neck. I'm SURE it'll all come out fine once she calls me sometime this week with the results...
But, what if it wasn't?
I don't know if it's because I'm a momma now...But I'm freaking out. What if it's something more than just a simple removal of a beauty mark being sent to the lab...
What if it is melanoma?
I've talked about my fears on raising my baby alone...but what if something happened to me?
I know I SHOULD never think negative or think of the worst possible things that COULD happen to me...
But I've got a baby to take care of. She needs me. I'm sure we all have the thoughts of what if...
But I'm a MOMMA. I'm HER momma.
Do we take it beyond the what ifs?
Do we have a plan for the what ifs?
Part of growing up and becoming an adult is becoming and being responsible. Part of having a child is is stepping up and being responsible for yourself and that sweet baby.
I don't have a plan if something were to happen to me. I don't have a will, I don't have life insurance, I don't have anything planned for my daughter if something were to go wrong.
Do you have a plan?
I'm going to get those things in order...because I'm a momma and I'm freaking out about the what ifs...
I'm sure I'm fine. We're fine.
But I'll be better once I have a plan.
Share your thoughts on your own plans won't ya??