motivation...

Motivation...where does it come from and how do you get it?

To be honest...if it weren't for her:

I'd have no motivation at all. I'd actually be a MESS...as you can imagine. But, because of her I'm motivated to keep going. To prove to myself and to my daughter that I'm strong and that I can do it! That her and I can do it!

So because I'm so full of "Girl Power" and finding motivation...I've started doing this:

I've been hitting the pavement or the treadmill...and I'm off to a good start! I feel good when I'm "trying" to run. I feel like I can do anything...it's strange...I know. But I've got my Pandora pumping and my thoughts are flying..."I don't need a husband, I can do this, I'm fine, just Buggy and I, How can I make my life better, I want to be a photographer, a crafter, How can I make more money....WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH MY LIFE." Yes, my mind goes a crazy when I'm working out...but it's a calm crazy...it's letting me know I'm ok...we're ok. It's telling me everything's going to be ok...that I CAN do anything I want.

Whew...Motivation!