"You can sulk in what was...Or shine in what is..."
I've been writing a lot lately about searching for myself.
I'm digging deep.
I get pulled in different directions.
My thoughts flow freely and my heart is more at peace.
I've morned a life that was lost for far too long.
My married life, it died.
A life that was all I knew, is gone.
My soul is feeling at peace.
I'm finding happiness again. Making decisions solely for myself and of course, my daughter.
My thought process has changed.
I thought I needed to be loved in order to love myself.
Boy was I wrong.
I need to love myself in order to love better.
My independence is my strength.
Being alone is strange.
But my life as a half is gone...for now.
I'm ok with it.
Of course I want to be part of something...someone.
But I'm in no rush.
I know I'm able to love. I believe I love well.
Someone one day will be deserving of that.
But for now...
This "single" life is working well...
I'm finding my place.
I had two choices.
I think I'll shine.