Monday, February 27, 2012

sulk or shine...

"You can sulk in what was...Or shine in what is..."
(Yours truly...Dani)

I've been writing a lot lately about searching for myself.
I'm digging deep.
I get pulled in different directions.
My thoughts flow freely and my heart is more at peace. 
I've morned a life that was lost for far too long. 
My life.
My married life, it died. 
A life that was all I knew, is gone. 

My soul is feeling at peace.
I'm finding happiness again. Making decisions solely for myself and of course, my daughter. 
My thought process has changed. 
I thought I needed to be loved in order to love myself.
Boy was I wrong. 
I need to love myself in order to love better.
My independence is my strength. 

Being alone is strange. 
But my life as a half is gone...for now. 
I'm ok with it.
Of course I want to be part of something...someone.
But I'm in no rush. 
I know I'm able to love. I believe I love well.
Someone one day will be deserving of that.

But for now...
This "single" life is working well...
I'm finding my place. 

I had two choices.

I think I'll shine. 


Anonymous said...

I think shinning is a great thing. Keep on!

Melissa said...

What a great thought, you are inspiring me to do the same..we are in similar situations.
And i needed this today.

Kiara Buechler said...

Well said Dani. Your clarity is something to be admired.

Lauren said...

I just came about your blog today and I find it refreshing. I like that you have taken something melancholy and done good with it. Can't wait to take a look around. New Follower.

Anonymous said...

This post is amazing. You are a beautiful soul and I hope you continue to shine. Great post <3

ms.composure said...

stumbled onto your blog and just wanted to leave you a little blog luv! Def enjoyed reading this post!!

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