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Friday, January 25, 2013

currently...

I'm all over the place.

It's bits of good. Bits of crazy.

I'm currently packing up my life...My house looks a little like this:



Packing your life up after two years like mine is slightly surreal. I moved into this little place with my little tiny 9 month old. Never have lived alone before but I took it all on. I took on single parenting, I took on working full time, I took on cleaning, cooking, bills, errands...I took it all on alone, all while going through a divorce. And I survived and learned. I learned how to be alone. I learned a little more about myself...


On Saturday I'm loading up my Uhaul, putting all my belongings into a storage unit and completely creating a "new ending" I have full control of my life. I've been living a path that I believe was chosen for me due to divorce. I found myself at a turning point of now or never. I crashed my car, quit my job and now I'm moving away from the only life I've ever known. Talk about intimidating and scary. But as scary as it is, it's thrilling.

Over the last year in this life, I've started exploring who I am, what I'm about...I'm not even close to figuring it out...but I'm still happily searching. I've experienced a lot, I've hurt a lot, I've laughed a lot, I've met people and formed bonds. I've opened myself up to friendships and experiences. Some that have left me wondering what's next and some that have left me sad to say goodbye. I'm excited to see what's next for me...for us...

This is just the beginning!

4 comments:

Lindsay said...

I love you! Wish I was there to help on this adventure! xo

Victoriaaa said...

The hardest battles are giving to the toughest soldiers :) your such an inspiration.. ohh did i forget to add my spare room looks like that without any of the excuses!

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Janay Stiles said...

Just stay positive and never lose hope! Stand from where you fall and take the lessons with you to be a better person. Keep in mind that we all deserve to be happy.

-Janay Stiles

Elias Madden said...

Your house looks fine. It's better compare to ours on the first day we moved in. Haha! It's was very messy. Boxes and baskets were all over the place. What made it worse was when my kids got so excited look for their belongings especially their toys.

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