calm...

The last few days I've had a calm come over me...

Maybe it's calm before the storm...

who knows.

I feel ok in the decisions I'm most likely going to make. 

I don't like them or want them...

But I'm ok.

I am starting to see happiness in the future. 

Independence.

Letting go.

I feel like I've got this single mom thing in the bag. 

Being alone for over a year has taught me a lot about myself. 

So maybe I'm grateful for it.

It's taken me a very long time to see the things I deserve for myself. 

I do know, I do not want to be alone. 

I love loving. 

I want to share and laugh.

Build a life and a family. 

I have lots of hopes and dreams

First hope...

Life stays calm...