The last few days I've had a calm come over me...
Maybe it's calm before the storm...
I feel ok in the decisions I'm most likely going to make.
I don't like them or want them...
But I'm ok.
I am starting to see happiness in the future.
I feel like I've got this single mom thing in the bag.
Being alone for over a year has taught me a lot about myself.
So maybe I'm grateful for it.
It's taken me a very long time to see the things I deserve for myself.
I do know, I do not want to be alone.
I love loving.
I want to share and laugh.
Build a life and a family.
I have lots of hopes and dreams
Life stays calm...