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Tuesday, January 10, 2012

calm...

The last few days I've had a calm come over me...

Maybe it's calm before the storm...
who knows.

I feel ok in the decisions I'm most likely going to make. 
I don't like them or want them...
But I'm ok.

I am starting to see happiness in the future. 
Independence.
Letting go.

I feel like I've got this single mom thing in the bag. 

Being alone for over a year has taught me a lot about myself. 
So maybe I'm grateful for it.

It's taken me a very long time to see the things I deserve for myself. 

I do know, I do not want to be alone. 
I love loving. 
I want to share and laugh.
Build a life and a family. 

I have lots of hopes and dreams

First hope...

Life stays calm...

4 comments:

Faith said...

beautiful post ... i hope the calm continues and that you get everything you desire in the new year.

Becky @ Petals Lace and Pearls said...

you are a beautiful girl and have a beautiful blog. Stay strong and keep calm! new follower here!
Saying hello from Lee la la's link up!
nice to meet you!

rhea said...

I am a new reader of your blog and just wanted to say how inspirational you are and how lucky your daughter is to have you as her mom!

Ashley said...

What a wonderful post. I love where you mentioned the things that were right for YOU. That's not always the easiest thing to do or understand.

Very inspirational <3

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